damn it !

im feelingg reallyy pissedd off now ... completelyy pissed off !

the ache of my left head is backk again ... it SUCKS ! everytingg seems to piss me off now ... and ii mean EVERYTHINGG ! anyone who steps on myy tail will get it from me ... one pOor victim has alreadyy gotten it from me ... but ii told him to stop talkingg to me ... ii dun wish to strain ourr frenshipp ...

firstly ... i cant contact anyone ... ii lost contact with everyone ... secondlyy ... ii just want to talk with uu longerr ! isit veryy hard to be done ? isit tOo hard a request to be done ? ii understand the situation uu are in right now ... and dat makes me even more pissed off to noe that wadeverr uu do, uu are within control ! FUCK it man ! when can we be trulyy spendingg time togetherr uu tel me ... ii reallyy wan to noe ... ii cant take it if uu are goingg to tel me that tis will stayy ferr like the next 20 months ... ii will go bersek seriouslyy ... but wad can ii do ? NOTHING !

everytingg just dun seems right ferr me ... dun wanna talk bout it anymore ... ii dun give a damn anymore ... cos the more ii tink of it , the more depressedd ii will be .