My life's as boring as my post

School today was totally uncool. I was literally struggling to stay alive and awake most of the time. Especially during the 6P. FYP meeting afterwhich. Done with our project proposal.

Another 4 more days to my 19th Birthday. But i feel no excitement at all, unlike the past few years. Because schoolwork & project is weighing me down. I have school on my birthday, and with that half day is gone. Should be celebrating my humble birthday with only the clique. Anyway, i fancy no grand or expensive parties. Afterall, its the companion and quality of time spent with them that matters the most to me. Chey ba.

Feel so alone for today, maybe cos bf's busy with his grandma's wake which i'm attending tmr after school & tuition, and he is not free to call me. Wednesday is supposedly my offday, but got to travel down to school in the evening for FYP meeting with the advisor. Because i was the only teammate whose offday is on a Wed while the rest tues. Damn damn damn.

Sometimes i really wonder WTF the school is doing. Fucked up system. Screw RP.